Elisor

Do you know how much it hurts?    To see that sadness in your eyes.... Do you know how much it hurts?     When I listen to you cry.... Do you know how much it hurts?      When the razor cuts my skin.... Do you know how much it hurts?     For my heart to let you in.... Do you now how much it hurts?     To live apart from you.... Do you know how much it hurts?     To whisper "I love you..." Do you know how much it hurts?     To gaze into your eyes..... Do you know how much it hurts?     To imagine our goodbye..... I don't know if you do, but I have one final wish....     To be your only love, and share one sacred kiss.

Don't live in the past, just because you made that o n e      mistake. No one blames you. (Not that they'd say.)      No one hates you.      (You won't see them again anyway.) Never let them b l a m e you,      because they made mistakes, too. It's not your fault.      Yes, you made that mistake.      Yes, it was a bad call, but that's how it goes.      (And you know that.) You just have to learn to let it go,         

No More I want to carve my heart out!!! I don't want it no more!! I can't handle this pain that lies Inside anymore... It is too much to handle, Too much to bare... Just give me the knife So I can end it all here! Or if not that way... Let me slash at my wrists, Making deep cuts and watching The blood drip... My life means nothing, For I can't handle it no more! This heart has been hurt too Much and I can't handle it Anymore... I want the pain to end, To just go away. I want it to end today, To all fade away... Just to close my eyes And slumber always.... An endless sleep, Where nothing resides... Just the darkness a

cry for... the girl who sees fat in all the wrong places and wishes for a way to eliminate it quickly the boy who strayed popping pills like candy nearly drowning in sorrow and creating a single red line the girl who feels deformed no matter what you see in her how lovely she truly is she's convinced it's all lies the boy who has to hide himself and holds more secrets than you know but let's me see inside his heart and stays strong for us both the girl who just wants love but keeps doing it the wrong way she may not see it but i can and she needs help before it's too late cry for us, strangers to you but not to others

~~I'm Here~~ When you think no one cares You are absolutely wrong You might not have seen it But I've cared for so long When you think no one sees You break down into tears But I see it all the time Wishing I could wipe away all of your fears When you think you're all alone Left in the frightening dark You really aren't, you see For you are always in my heart When you are filled with despair Know that you can always come to me With your overflowing problems Because unlike a shrink I do not charge fees Never again will you have to run away Never again will you have to hide your tears Never again will you have to worry For I

~~In Need of a Friend~~ Guess what? I cried today And no one saw me Just like yesterday My heart hurt today Though I didn't tell anyone Because they wouldn't really care To them I'm just scum I tried once before To tell all of my friends Of the things that scarred me But they didn't have a helping hand to lend So I locked up all of these emotions Into a deep dark abyss And I though I thought I wouldn't care Those feelings, I now miss I put on my best smile And try my best not to cry But now I know it's pointless As I take a look up at the sky I've tried my best to do what I can I tried my best to make amends But the wor

Drowning I’m drowning. I’m not drowning in water. I’m drowning in the taunts and torments of my inner demon. My mind, my very refuge, no longer belongs to me. But no one notices. I just put on a fake smile and pretend to listen or watch or whatever it is they want me to do this time. Everyone thinks I’m just fine. Maybe a little strange, but fine. I’m sick. Innocence is something I barely remember. I’m not normal, I’m not okay. And no one can tell. Don’t they ever see me leaving? Day in and day out, I’ve been able to leave at any hour, and return at any hour. But nobody asks me where I was or w

I scream. I shout. I call and cry out… But nobody's listening.   I beg. I plead. I get on my knees… But everyone refuses to listen to me. Cant you see, That I'm in pain? But you refuse to look my way. How can you overlook these scars you've given me? When I'm on the floor begining to cry and bleed. I still dont understand Anything I did wrong… To give you an excuse to hurt me for so long. I really believed that I loved you… And you said you loved me too. You said you would never hurt me… But obviously that wasnt true. But I've learned from my mistakes… And all the things you did. So I